... I guess I have to stop being depressed at some point.

I'm not very good at it after all. Besides, evaluations are coming up and the last thing I need to do is give the Doctor more whining to listen to.

... and I should probably go back to all of my classes.

No, I didn't leave with her.

And no, I don't want to see anybody.

*This is a fairly distraught Kanna, coming to see ur Yuukos. She's fairly obviously been crying lately.*

This is what has to be done.

You're going to call me stupid. Foolish, brainless, selfish, hopeless.

But I'm prepared for it. I have told myself again and again that this is what is right.

There are things you cannot have a part of. There are things that could kill you that I don't want you involved in.

I could make you promise, but I know better. I know you'd never be able to keep your promise if I got locked into something that it were possible I wouldn't come back from.

And so ...

... and so ...

... it's through.

I've made up my mind ... for the good of us both.

Happy White Day ...

( Filtered from everyone not a Shopmonkey. )

I noticed everyone else doing it, so I went back and looked at the entries from here around two years or so ago.

... I've really changed. I guess I've really grown up -- I mean I'm married, I have (slightly) better priorities ...

... I guess a little bit of me thinks I was so happy all the time because I was trying not to focus on what was wrong. I was trying to ignore the fact that I was ... well, I was dying, and there was nothing I could do about it.

But now I have time, you know? I can stop trying to fit everything in, and I can do what I want, and I guess I've realized that now.

I gripe and I moan and I complain sometimes about how absolutely freaking unfair Hitsuzen is ...

... but you know something?

If it's all led to here, I think Hitsuzen and I are getting along just fine.

"Round 40: Kantai, Kanna vs Kirihana, Kanna (Her Evil Twin from a Different Dimension)"

... can someone explain to me please how this is remotely possible?

Oi~~, Fai-papa! I have a favor to ask of you, if you've got a minute!

... thank God.

Now no more of that for a long time, please.

Not on my watch, you're not.

This means war.

*This is a generic come-bother-Kanchan sort of event. Yeah, really. You'll find her sitting outside with a couple of old-looking open books, a thermos of tea, and notebooks filled with girly writing in many different colors.

Enjoy.*

... it may as well be raining, these days. Hell I'd help House just to keep myself from thinking.

I don't know how you do it, mommy.

I suppose ... Happy Valentine's Day.

It's the worst feeling in the -world-.

I don't know how you learned to live with knowing this.

Uhm ... yeah.

If you know how to use a sword (preferably a rapier), get in contact with me. ;; Please.

*Hey Ryuuji, there's a blonde girl dropping out of your base's ceiling. Feel free to geek out.*

[Post is open to all members of Ryuuoumaru, anyone who might have stalked Kanna out there (if you could tell it was her), and anyone who generally wants to WTF over the change.]

Sorry Saiga, I'm too hung up on the fact I robbed you of your virginity, I can never look you in the eye again.

There, I said it.

ETA: Mommy, when you have a minute ... I have a question.

ETA2: RYUUJI!

... I suppose I deserve a little punishment, huh.

Feel free to say what you think of me, anonymously.